LET ME DANCE ONCE AGAIN

LET ME DANCE ONCE AGAIN

Wednesday, Oct 13' 2010 _ 10.34PM

Written by Desby Mian Berlianty Pasaribu

What should I name about today besides I really hate number 13?!! Yes, I hate that number a lot (pardon me for those who are born on 13th or big fan of it). It's just my personal matter.. in my belief it brings bad luck to my life (and it's proven!!). I'm kinda phobia of that number because it such a curse that leads you to your cemetery [a lil' bit overrated]. Last night I slept around 2 AM in the morning because I found myself hard to have my eyes rest closed. When I woke up this morning I was surprised by a message on my facebook such the worst nightmare ever. I'm feeling so blue while Water and Bridges - Dashboard Confessional keep rolling over and over again from my notebook. I felt so lonesome in my dorm room, just only me and my notebook. I hadn't even had breakfast and my belly had burnt with hunger. And at 11 AM, a friend of mine came by and saved me from heart destruction. I thought I will spend whole day all alone in grief. Thank God, she came by.. She brought me lunch and the menu was something that I've been waiting for so long "Her Momma's Gudeg." Yeah, I'm in love with this traditional java food because her Momma's Gudeg is different than any others. The taste was kinda sweet and a lil bit salty, hmmm.. great combination!! She was shocked when she found me in a messy look in front of my notebook with music turned on so loud. The chit-chat flowed like river down-streaming. At 2 PM, She went to my other girl-friend's dorm because I had to give lesson to one of friend of mine. Well, I had two classes today were Tax Management [11 - 1 PM] and Tax Seminar [5 - 7 PM]. But you know what.. both of them were postponed!! Crazy!! So, the only one thing I did at campus today was taught my friend with a big hole which torn my heart a part. I tried to focus on the lesson that I gave but always failed to meet the concentration. It was about 6 PM, I went to that other girl-friend's dorm and also asked her to teach me about Tax Audit's assignment but my friend that came by to my dorm had gone home.

Wow, it's easy actually.. Silly me!!

I didn't understand why so much water poured down from navy blue starless sky tonight?! Because of it, I had to wait until it stopped.

Everything's wet and everyone's in hurry.. but it seemed won't to stop anyway!!

I decided to borrow my friend's umbrella and walk in the rain by myself, just by myself. I wanted to shout out loud, and then I did it. My childhood memories suddenly filled my head. It was only 14 years ago when I and my little neighbors released burst of laughs, ran around, chased one after another and no need to worry about tomorrow. Please, let me dance once again in the rain and feel the drops strike my face gently as I used to do.

But I couldn't..