ON CHRISTMAS EVE

Written by Desby Mian Berlianty Pasaribu

Saturday, December25' 2010_1.57AM

The watch on wall has shown 1.59 AM in very early morning.. and do you have any idea about what i do in such time?

Grrr... making damn take home test!! Can you believe it?!! This is Christmas eve man, yet I still have obligation to finish the stuffs.. I think, this gonna be a memorable night ever in my life, hahahaa.. because it's the first time I have several assignments in almost-ended year.

Well, as I remember.. lots of things have happened in 2010 but I couldn't recall one by one (just recently occurred).

No, no, no, I won't mention them.. not on social networking like facebook. Aaahh, forget that silly thought!!

On Thursday, something very bad has happened!! My notebook was infected by 2.789 viruses!! Jeez!! Damn lots..!! So, my sister decided to bring Timmy (my Notebook has a name!!) to the computer technician, because the windows couldn't be opened after it had scanned, he verdicted to reinstall the system.

And you know what it means?? ---> ALL DATA WERE LOST!! Not even left one..

When I knew it, I was so peevish.. how come not?! I had some almost-finished assignments in drive-C and they were for my final test!! I thought it gonna be my ending!! So tragic!! Believe it or not, I cried all day long because I was so distracted and afraid of failure.. (enough only once..).

I HAVE TO START EVERYTHING FROM BEGINNING AGAIN... T__________________T

My brain was broken, I was so depressed, I was in my boarding house in Depok..

I was hesitate whether would go home or stay until Monday, which means I would spend Christmas all alone..

*sing, just by myself.. eeaaa.. just by myself.. eeaaa.. uuooo...

...Horrible as the worst nightmare...

But, my heart and my soul missed home so much, missed my parents, missed my bloody lil' devils..

Then, I went home on Friday morning and had Christmas Eve together although I had to stay awake until very early morning..

Oh, I almost forgotten..

In church, I prayed again to God for my Christmas wishes [I believe every prayer would be heard by God, yet I also believe that prayer on Christmas Eve would be more special and for sure will come true].

I really hope that all my wishes will come true soon in 2011.

They were just simple wishes... and I think they wouldn't be much difficult for Him to make them real.

For the last but not least.

I would say, "FELIZ NA VIDAD FROM ME TO YOU."