WHEN I

WHEN I

Monday, December 21st, 2009 – 8.45 PM

Written by: Desby Mian Berlianty Pasaribu

When I inhale deeply, it means that I try to relax and try not to think about my problems for a while…

When I silent, it means that there’s something which I take seriously in thinking…

When I talk, please pay attention because I care about you…

When I sleep, I’m about preparing myself for the unpredictable things which are going to be happened…

When I smile, it means that I just want to keep my burdened heart alone…

When I cry, it means that I can’t handle my deals any longer and I do really need help…

When I make mistake, it means that I need someone to put me back on track and remind me that everything will be fine…

When I angry, it means that I have lost my control. I need your advice to put my emotion cool down and assure me that it is just a piece of cake.

When I scared, it means that I totally desperate of something and need to be accompanied. I beg you not to let me here alone by myself.

When I worry, it means that I lack of confidence and faith. Motivate me in order to take back my spirit and push me to finish all the things I’ve started…

When I put my face down, please don’t stay away from me because I need to be supported and you are the only one I know that I can count on…

When I put my face up, I’m hoping that I could to be strong to face the worst and all at once wishing for our relationship will last forever…

When I see straight to your eyes, it means that you are really mean for me, so I thankful because of knowing and having you in my life…

When I hug you, I release about 30% of my pain because I know that I’m not alone. You comfort me in anyway which I couldn’t explain and I know there always be a shoulder which I could lean on…

All I want to say is without you I am nothing. Thank you…